Dark College Bully Romance Anyone...?

Quick check-in!

Only a few weeks until the launch of Forbidden Lessons. 

There are scenes in this book that are going to live rent-free in my head for many, many months to come. 

These characters have issues.

I love them! 

Keep reading for a NSFW excerpt from this twisted dark college bully romance! 

(Please note your triggers, as this is a dub-con scene with bullying) 

KAI

She's got it now.

It worked. All of it. Especially this last, fatal blow.

Haven is putty in my hands, limp and docile and…so fucking broken looking.

I grab her chin, and she winces at the pressure I apply on that bruise. Her eyelashes flutter, but she keeps her eyes averted. Doesn't want me to see her pain, or can't stand looking at the man who'd dare turn against her like this?

As if she couldn't see this coming.

I thought I used to live in the clouds, but this girl is fucking delusional if she thought her actions wouldn't have consequences.

Someone should remind her how physics work. That every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

Right here.

Right fucking now.

"I want to believe you'll never come back," I say, my voice as thick as my cock. "But lying is as easy as breathing for you."

She seems to come awake, body flinching a little. "I'll do whatever you want."

Those words sends a shiver through me.

Christ, how fucked up am I?

I force her head up, trying to get her to look me in the eyes so I can lord this moment over her, but her eyes just shift to the window.

Looking for escape.

"Yeah, I also wish you'd made different life choices, Haven."

Her throat moves. "Please let me go," she murmurs without a trace of emotion.

I pinch chin harder.

Her eyes squeeze shut. "Please."

All she wanted to do was get away from me. But then she came back…except, it wasn't for me. 

That fucking pisses me off.

I might have left Riverside when we were kids, but I was always there for her. Right up to the point where it was clear she'd been using me, that she had no problem crumpling me up and tossing me away like a paper napkin.

Being with Haven is like pouring water down a drain. You just keep giving more and more of yourself…but it never fills up. You're left with nothing to show for your effort.

It's time she paid me back.

She flinches when I knock off her cap, but her eyes stay shut until I grab her small ponytail and start pushing her head down.

Startled blue eyes pop open.

I press my thumb against her bottom lip, tugging down hard, pulling her jaw open.

"See that cock down there?" I grate out, glancing down at the bulge beneath my sweat pants. "Suck it until I'm convinced you're not lying."

Anger fill her eyes. “Fuck you, Kai!” 

I don't wait for her to fight back.

I grab her and shove her under the table. She cries out when something—an arm, a leg— hits the edge of the wood, and immediately tries to scramble out from under it.

I slam my sneaker into the central table leg, and she runs into it. She turns and tries to go the other way, but I stick my leg out on that side too. When she ducks to go under, I grab her hair and wrench her back.

There's just enough space between the bench and the table for a small sliver of light to hit her face as I arch her neck back so she'll look at me.

Both her hands go to her hair, Haven wincing as she tries to untangle my fingers. She stops when I shove my hand down the front of my sweatpants and drag out my cock.

Shock, then awed horror crawls onto her face.

"No," she whispers.

Her eyes fly up to mine like she's trying to find evidence that this is just some silly joke, that I'm going to laugh and push her away and tell her to 'shove off' like I did when I was kid.

I couldn't, even if I tried.

As soon as she looked at my cock, I wanted her lips wrapped around it. There's confusion on her face, like she's trying to convince me she doesn't know how sucking dick works.

"It's easy, Heavenly. Open your mouth, and swallow me down your throat. You'll like it, I promise."

She resists when I push her head closer to my lap, her eyes darting from my face to my cock like she can't decide which is more fear-inspiring.

"Don't do this," she says.

"You did this to yourself." I start stroking my cock with one hand, doing it slow and hard because just the thought of what's about to happen has already got me ready to fucking blow.

"I warned you, and you wouldn't listen. It's time you figured out how the real world works. Rule number one, you get what you give. And you've been giving me nothing but hell, so guess what…?"